...as a child i wanted to be so many things...i still wanna do but as a grown up i see limits of possibilities all the time. When the journey began there were infinite roads ahead of me..all the new things i came across were new possibilities for me, they filled me with utter joy and silly imaginations of what life can be!
As life demands i kept on making choices and every choice i made meant shutting down some of the most beautiful roads...forever...and there are no u turns if i wanted to reconsider something..the moments are lost, never to come back again.. no, not in this life.
So at 25, when one quarter of it already gone..when paths already so narrowed down that i can almost see straight ahead... m hoping.. no this is not the truth that m seeing.. instead its just a phase when my vision is slightly blurred..may be the road seems straight cuz i cnt see far ahead..m waiting for crossroads, which will change my direction..will lead to many roads..many choices again.
As a medicine student when five n half yrs already gone in to it..and many more to go..the following lines echoes my heart so very well..
The road goes ever on and on
Down from the door where it began.
Now far ahead the road has gone,
And i must follow it if i can,
Pursuing it with eager feet,
Until it joins some larger way
where many paths and errands meet.
And wither then? I cannot say.
As life demands i kept on making choices and every choice i made meant shutting down some of the most beautiful roads...forever...and there are no u turns if i wanted to reconsider something..the moments are lost, never to come back again.. no, not in this life.
So at 25, when one quarter of it already gone..when paths already so narrowed down that i can almost see straight ahead... m hoping.. no this is not the truth that m seeing.. instead its just a phase when my vision is slightly blurred..may be the road seems straight cuz i cnt see far ahead..m waiting for crossroads, which will change my direction..will lead to many roads..many choices again.
As a medicine student when five n half yrs already gone in to it..and many more to go..the following lines echoes my heart so very well..
The road goes ever on and on
Down from the door where it began.
Now far ahead the road has gone,
And i must follow it if i can,
Pursuing it with eager feet,
Until it joins some larger way
where many paths and errands meet.
And wither then? I cannot say.
LOL ! As I always say... ..
ReplyDelete*You've crossed the finish line.. Won the race but lost your mind ! Was it worth it after all ?!* ;)
hey this is u kalpana rt!!!! cud guess it cuz i ws luking at laptop upside down...aniway i ws writin al nonsense...u see its lyk bacche ko naya khilona pakada do toh vo use chodata hi nahi...same wid me..nw a days i see my reflection in laptop screen only frm d tim i wake up to i go to sleep::))))
ReplyDeleteHahaa ! Guess..this is an absolute boon in disguise ! Joh cheezein (ur explicit writing qualities) abhi tak humein pata thi..abb woh duniya ko hilaayengi ! ;)
ReplyDeleteLooking forward reading more of your posts !